Welcome! 🛰️

I exist.’ In thousands of agonies — I exist. - the brothers karamazov

Hello there 👋
Seems like in one way or another, I got your attention to stumble upon this repository of information. Thanks for stopping by! Hope I manage to drop some bits of information that you’d find useful, or at the least thought-provoking.

Hit me up, always down for a chat - hit me up on discord xenonial or be a romantic and mail me. I enjoy thoughtful and intellectual discussions, and all parties playing self-devil’s advocate.

What is this?

This is my lovely digital garden. A person of importance in my life once shared with me on the worries of a digital footprint, anything that gets put out there can easily be made incriminating, for or against you. But I wanted an outlet for a creative medium - found that this may be the best way to do it. I write and type to express, to potentially connect (it’d be amazing if we connect this way!). This space serves as my public notebook where I document my journey and learning (in public) through achieving my delusions of consumer quantum computation, software development, system analysis and the occasional surprising intersections between technology and literature.

Think of this space as my public research lab, where ideas quantum entangle with each other to form new insights. (yes “am i quirky doe, am i edgy doe”)

Here you’ll find my thoughts on:

Quantum computing research and implementations
My ramblings as I read eastern european and levant literature, and the occasional philosophical gambles.
Various technical experiments and project documentation, from this website to literally anything.
Random musings about life, tech, and everything in between

More about me

“but how could you live and have no story to tell?” - p.20 dostoyevsky, white nights.

In 10 Seconds:

a passionate researcher and software developer, actively researching in quantum computation (the goal is to exploit fundamental physics for our uses!) with a day job in software development.
i love the concept of third places, human behaviour and learning.
- i find human behaviour so fascinating, it’s as unpredictable as quantum mechanics!
For the MBTI pseudo-scientists: INTJ
avid gamer (from competitive fps to JRPGs, currently getting into strategy)
Anime watcher (i love delusional stories)
dostoyevsky, kafka, and sherlock enjoyer
i am both sherlock-ed and a benedict cumberbitch (“penglins”)